(No, I’m not going to bore you with likenesses of the baby to fruit, or fruit seeds, and a complete list of all the growing that it may or may not be doing. At least not today!)
Today is 5 weeks.
Today is half way to the point where we lost Bean.
Today is a few days longer than most of our pregnancies have lasted.
As you can see I’m fighting some “the blah” today. It might be because The Half Blood Prince at Mother’s and don’t sleep well when I don’t get my Potter fix. (Yeah, I’m a dork like THAT.) It may be because I plagued by the craziest dreams all night. Or, maybe I just need a shower and a nap.
I’m really trying to throw myself into this pregnancy full swing, but my brain is still resisting. I still just don’t “feel it.” I think part of the blah is that I’m being hard on myself about that.