Life Family and the Pursuit of Sanity

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Broken Hearts June 20, 2010

Filed under: Blueberry Bean,Miscarriage — arminta @ 10:09 am

Yesterday we had a Father’s Day cookout for G and my Dad. We had a lot of errands to run in the morning. We had to buy thank you gifts for Aunt C and MIL for the baby shower next weekend. We had to go to the diaper store (which will get its own post). We had to go food shopping. Lots of errands, little time. This is usually a stressful situation for G, so I let him pick the music (he’s big into country music, I need more variety). He put in a new CD that his brother had recommended.

This song came on:

and we both lost it.

On our way to buy diapers for his brother the truck suddenly seemed so empty, our lives so alone, without our Bean.

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2 Responses to “Broken Hearts”

  1. Yo-yo Mama Says:

    I know it doesn’t help, and sometimes the idea can even make you angry, but the pain dulls over time. It never goes away and for that I really am grateful because it means there was love for that baby. Take heart in that you will never be alone.

  2. jenn Says:

    I love Jamey Johnson. 3/4 of his songs make me bawl like a baby. But that one really thouches a nerve. I promise the pain does dull in time… it wont go away… but it gets a bitchin scar to cover the gaping hole. *hug*


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